Raya La Pulak

Lagi 2 days nak raya. Sedih bila memikirkan bulan yg mulia, Ramadhan nak meninggalkan kita. Bila dipikirkan apa yang aku dah buat pada bulan ini. Alangkah ruginya diri ini bila amalan sunat kurang dilakukan. Aku berharap segala amal dan ibadat ku diterima oleh Nya.

Esok Angah akan sampai di KL and I will pick her up at KLIA. She will be here for a week utk raya. Atiqah pulak sampai on the 3rd raya. Sepatutnya dia dah sampai semalam tapi atas sebab2 tertentu dia terpaksa tunda kepulangan raya tahun ni. Aku bersyukur dan gembira sgt2 sebab buat pertama kalinya selepas 12 tahun kami beraya dengan semua ahli keluarga di sini. Yang lagi seronok, kami ada ahli baru iaitu Siti Nur Husna. Anak A.Long yang berusia 2 bulan. She's so adorable and cute. Ape yang diharapkan raya tahun ni lebih bermakna.

To all my friends, I want to wish u Salam Aidilfitri. Maaf atas segala silap yang dilakukan. Kekadang mulut tak cover dan tak perasan kata2 yg diucapkan itu menyakitkan hati. Tangan dan kaki pun kekadang pernah menyakitkan org lain tanpa sedar. Akan diprbaiki segala kelemahan pada masa depan :). Moga korang semua menyambut lebaran kali ini dengan org yg tersayang. Bagi yang tak dapat beraya ngan family bcoz u r somewhere else, don't worry, raya tetap raya, yang penting semangat. Huhuhu. Yang nak pulang ke kampung dan bakal pulang ke KL or tempat lain berhati-hati dijalan raya. Semoga selamat di tempat yang dituju :).

p/s: This would be my last post until minggu depan. Banyak persiapan tak buat lagi. Kuih, cake, bilik n etc menantikan utk dibereskan..

Majlis Berbuka

3 days in a row buka puasa outside. Jumaat (11/09), Sabtu (12/09) and Ahad (13/09). Poket dari tebal jadik nipis dah skarang..hehehe..sampai Umi pun bising sebab asyik keluar jer..nak buat mcm ner Umi, I have lots of friends..hehe..byk sgt group :p. Lepas ni I'll stay at home bukak puasa yer.

Jumaat went to buka at Cozy Corner at Ampang Park. Makan lauk2 jer. 4 org jer. Supposed Yana join but die ade hal last minute. So, me, mashi, Wan and Pejal jer. Nothing much that we talked about. We just catch up with our latest update since almost 3 months tak jumpa. Tapi lauk tak pedas. Sungguh frust.hehe..

Mashi kata lauk ikan ni masam..ntah...ye kot..lapar sgt makan jer..

Me and mashi. Muka happy selepas berbuka. Kenyang :)


Then Saturday buka bersama geng UM plak di Coffee, Sugar and Spices @ near Taman Kosas. It is a buffet of RM20nett. Not bad la the food. I just ate nasi kerabu jer n some kuih muih. Ade foods lain like spaghetti, Nasi Dagang and sandwich. Then, surprisingly, ade celebration for those yg lahir during August (me ;p) and September (Haiza n Mashi). Well, I already know their plan sbb tu memang menjadi kebiasaan. Hehehe.


Tiga jejaka yang hadir

Yeay..cake..

Birthday Girls :)


Then the next day, I went to IKEA for berbuka with budak2 matrix. Knape IKEA? coz the buffet is reasonable (RM16.70 after tax kira murahlah kan), near shopping complexes and I heven't been there for a while.

I just sent the details of the event thru SMS and FB. 14 people came for the berbuka. Since,we can't do any reseravation so, me and Yana awal2 lagi sudah terpacak beratur pukul 5pm. 6.30 pm baru boleh masuk.

Before we can take the foods we waited for others to come. Lambat btol masing2. Line memang panjang tak payah nak cakap la. 4 of us amik makanan and guys would take the foods from us because once dah masuk u have to beratur balik and confirm tak sempat nak berbuka if everyone buat mcm tu.

Menu for that day was kerabu ayam, ikan masin, siput sedut lemak cili api, daging paprik, ayam, sayur goreng, macaroni goreng, kuw teow goreng, kuih koci, blueberry jelly and air soya n tebu.

Makanan yg berderet di atas meja...sedap..

Semua yang hadir. Tapi time ni Aysah, E.G and Meen dah pulang


Mashi, Mizan and Meen (she's pregnant for 5 months dah)

Yana and Me



That nite kami gelak bagai nak rak. Kenangan lma di zaman2 matrix diimbau, org tu minat yg ni. Ade jer lawak dari masing2. Agaknye if the next day tak kerja, kami boleh lepak lebih lama. Tapi disebabkan masing2 kerja, terpaksa melupakan hasrat nak stay lama. Yang pasti, insyaAllah kami akan berjumpa lagi raya nanti. I'm waiting for the open house :)

No regret..

"i'm happy for you! but still. am feeling guilty. :("

Comment posted by farhana at my FB. Relax Fana. Tak de ape2 yg nak rasa bersalah. U didnt do anythg wrong :)...yes..u advised me to do it. Others too. Tapi tak bermaksud ape yg terjadik tu ur fault. This is the risk that I am taking and I only hope that thing will get better after this regardless of die sama mcm I ker tak. I'm glad and thankful coz I have a friend like u. Supporting me in everything that I'm doing.

I'm teaching my self not t regret anything I had done and so far I didn't (as if..haha). Ade la skit like tak blaja btol2 during my degree, return to someone yg I know memang hopeless, n lambat amik action padahal bnd tu mcm between life n death.

My principle is Allah gives us choices, n it is all depends on us. So why must we regret? Yes, I admit I cried before, Who hasn't? But I am thankful coz the experiences teach me how to be a better person, open my eyes to the real meaning of life. I live to make others especially my loved ones' life be more meaningful and to make them happy.