I'm Confuse

Maybe wat im thinking is wrong but it might be correct..I just read his wall and there is one comment from a girl that make me ques about his status..btol ke die still single??in the comment there are few words yg membuatkan ku musykil such as:

mmg kalo dilihat secara kasar mcm tak de ape2..bak kata isma ala...ade jer org prmpn pggl bf org lain syg..honey n etc..n according to her mane tau the girl jenis yang mcm tu kn...hopefully isma btol...she really confident on what she said..kalo tak btol u r the first one yg aku akan cr...

but if btol die dh berpunya as usual i will back off like i always did..furthermore,ade one of my fren yg risik about us to him..n he said our r.ship biase2 jer (which i cant agree more
) and he contactedt me if die sunyi..looks like i am his last person on earth bila tak de sape utk die hubungi..terasanye...tp isma ckp jugak...sunyi can bring 2 meanings...positive and negetive.

positive when:

• dalam erti kata lain die rindu (hahaha..as if he missed me la)

negetive when:

• die bosan dan tak de sape2 maka aku menjadi pilihannya

Hopefully yg positive la sbb kalo yg positive mmg 110% i will b so happie :) gerenti senyum tak lekang for a few weeks...ahax..

Iklan Mentos Tak Jdk

Last friday(23 Jan 2009) i walked alone to LRT since k.salina went back early and k.ina pn cabut agak awal. I dont mind walking alone actually even the distance from Jamek to my office almost 30min..nasib baik dah biasa berjalan since skola.

Sedang berjalan sambil berangan2 tetiba aku terasa sumthing wrong dgn kasut yg aku pki..tetiba kasut aku jdk rendah sebelah. dalam hati tertny..alamak..apsal plak ni...aku toleh ke belakang.aku ternampak ade sesuatu yg ukurannya dlm 1inci berwrn hitam..ade beberapa pejalan kaki di sekeliling ku pn melihat bnd yg sama..

"alamak..my heel,"kataku dlm hati.

dgn keadaan yg cuak dn agak malu...aku menefon k.ana.

"k.ana still kat ofis ker?"aku bertny.

"aah.knape?"

"pkl brape k.ana blk?sy ngat nak suruh bwkkn selipar sy kat bwh meja,"

"knape?alia kat mane?"

"heel kasut sy patah.saya kat Menara Olympia,"jwb ku dgn tenang. Menara Olympia kalo diikutkn btwen Jamek and ofis ku mengambil masa lbh kurang 10 min.

"boleh la.tp tggu pkl 7.boleh?"jwb k.ana.

terus aku menoleh ke arah jam tgn. lg 45min nk tggu..tak sggp dgn takde tmpt ddk n org lalu lalang..lalu aku menagmbil keputusan utk tidak menunggu k.ana.setelah aku memerah otakutk menyelesaikn masalah aku teringat iklan mentos dahulu kala mengenai seorg wanita yg keadaannya sama seperti ku.aku rasa ok gak nk buat mcm die..patahkn heel lagi satu..br balance.

aku berjalan a few steps n berhenti di CIMB (sbb situ tak ramai org)..unfortunately i cant do like wat the girl in the advertistment did coz the heel attach together with the tapak..then i juz walked while thinking wat to do next since i cant patahkn the other heel.

Otak ku berputar mencari jln menyelesaikan masalah ini.Nasib baik ade Gurdian store dekat2 sini. Nak tak nak aku ke sana dgn kasut yg sebelah tinggi sebelah rendah. Sampai di Guardian, aku terus ke ting atas mencari selipar yg agak menarik utk di beli. Takde plak yg ok. Yang tggl wrn biru and kuning. Erkk..kuning..no way. biru??mencapap la plak. Tapi aku tau aku tak de pilihan melainkan beli jer ape yg ade. Aku membuat keputusan utk membeli selipar yg berwrn biru. Biru pn biru la dr wrn kuning.

Setelah membyr hrg selipar tersebut aku ke tepi tembok utk tukar. setelah menoleh ke kiri dan ke kanan beberapa kali bg memastikan tiada sapa yg perasaan, aku dgn cpt2 memakai selipar tersebut. Maka, aku pulang dgn LRT memakai selipar berwarn biru yg berharga RM6.99 pd ari tu.Sungguh selekeh!!

Tell Him by Celine Dion

This is one of my fav song that sang by Celine Dion (she's superb and has amazing voice) together with Barbara Streisand. This song really represent my feeling for him :)

TELL HIM (Celine Dion)

I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh - what if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do

I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by

Should I

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's mean to be
All in time you'll see

I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say

I'll

Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Blind faith will lead love where it has to go

Never let him go

If it is as easy as this song for me to tell my feeling then tak la skarg i'm in doubt.

Me, myself and an essay

it's almost 12am but still I haven't finish my essay..let me c..3 lines...gosh..i promise ruz to give her by today to proof read (ruz..i am so sorry if i make u waiting)...i really have no idea what to write and crap about..the topic is about me, my career prospect and plan in further my study..its sound easy but it is not that easy..trust me...hahaha...

however, i know i have to do this coz i've done 1/3 from the process..rugi la plak kalo stop kat sini jer kn..n this is one way for me to prove that i'm worth and i deserve more than i have. some of u might know why i have to do the essay...support me will u (dah hampir putus asa gak tp nasib baik umi bagi support..thanx umi)..

2morrow i will go to career fair at mid...harap2 ade yg bleh tolong diri ini yg sungguh blur n pening ni..haih..btw to anyone yg intrested to go to the career fair u can get further info here.