New Year and New Life

Whoa. Murah rezeki juga yer diri ini. After only few interviews (few ker? macam banyak jer) at last I got a job offer. Alhamdulillah. Praise to Allah. Ini semua dikatakan rezeki. Salary higher than previous job thats for sure. Situated near to my old office. Walking distance from Pavillion less than 5 minutes n from KLCC pulak 15 minutes. Ok la tu kan. Makin panjang kaki ini nak pergi Pavillion.

Btw, I'm not doing audit anymore. Phew! Lari dari audit memang dah lama nak. Baru sekarang dapat. Sekarang buat account. Issue cheque, PV n etc. Still byk kena belajar. After few months tak kerja otak jadi blur kejap.

My new job tak boleh cakap ape2 sangat. Baru 2 days including today. Better than last office I hope. Internet connection ade. Tapi tak boleh connect to Facebook. Whoaa!! Yahoo!, Gmail, google still accessible. OK lah kan.

Kelas start yesterday. Penat! First day job and first day class. Tapi tidur lambat juga last night. Bergayut di telefon. Hahaha. My new favorite past time :p. This sitting just 1 paper je. Lesson learned. Tak boleh nak tanggung 2 papers if buat part time. Besides that kena jimat. Banyak debts sebab goyang kaki dulu.

So my life sekarang =










Right now tgh lunch but tak makan today. On diet. My weight dah naik balik. Adoi!! Penat turun. Nevermind. Joging, exercising kena rajin. Ade pemangkin. Boleh lah.

Hurm...have to go now. Kerja berlambak. Tak nak balik lambat. Nak rest kat rumah.

Movie After Exam

Habis je exam I went to watch The Storm Warriors. Planned nak tgk pkl 9pm but since we reached there late (hujan that nite) so we changed to 10pm punya show.

Memang excited nak tgk movie ni at first place coz The Storm Riders dulu2 best sgt2. First time tengok Storm Riders hati dah terpikat. I can watch it over and over again. So, bila The Storm Warriors keluar, excited coz I wanna know what happen next to Wind and Cloud. If I'm not mistaken this movie is from a comic (I'm not sure which one coz I'm not fancy of any of it).

To me, the movie is not like what I expected. Nak kata bosan tak la jugak. Tapi tak best sgt la. Action memang byk but like what my friend said tak banyak scene battle between a bunch of people. It is more to one to one battle and more to self-conflict. Boring.

Ending pun tak best. Bila dah hbs I was like "dah habis ke? Macam tu je ending?". Tak pe lah since I wanted to watch this movie dah lama. Dah dapat pun though a bit disappointing.

Back To Square One

Exam dah habis. Yabedabedo!! Lepas satu azab. Lama tggu exam habis. Tunggu je la lagi 2 bulan nak dapat results. Time tu confirm takut.

The ques macam soalan membunuh diri. Berganda-ganda susah. Mak aii. Kalau macam ni lah standard lama la nampak gayanya nak habis semua.Tapi perjuangan mesti diteruskan. Cannot and would not give up.

So ape plan after exam? Tido puas2. Kemas bilik. Macam kapal pecah dah bilik ni. Back to square one la. Dah tak boleh nak relax. Dulu tak payah buat ape2. Just sit in the room and study. Next week jadik babysitter Aisyah. I have plan for both of us. Movies, baking, and arts. And yes, I will make sure she study. Habislah budak kecik tu. Tak tau either enough time or not.

Next year gonna be a whole new year. New life, new place, new mission and the brand new 'Alia. Cewahh..ape yang new pun tak tau. Wait and see jelah.

Btw, Atiqah is coming back for good to M'sia after 3 years berhempas-pulas di Australia. 25th December she'll reach LCCT. At last ade jugak member kat rumah ni. Berkotak-kotak barang die. She told me that. I wonder where she will puts all her things.

Argh..lapar plak. Nak makan jap. Daa..

Sanggup Ke?

Sanggup ke nak hadapi semua tu? Kalau ikutkan hati rasa tak nak langsung jadi. Tapi sampai bila nak tahan kehendak sendiri? Sampai bila nak sorokkan benda ni? sampai bila nak jadik pengecut?

Even semua tak confirm lagi, bila pikir benda tu pun dah cuak. Bila org tny kenapa, memang tak boleh jawab sedangkan benda ni yg kena first sekali prepare kalau dah confirm. Keputusan berani mati ni. Risiko tinggi sgt2.

Tak pernah terfikir dan tak mungkin diterima akal bg sesetgh orang. Anything boleh jadik kn. Kalau elak macam mane pun kalau benda nak jadik tetap akan jadik.

Adoiyai. Berat jugak kepala ni. Ape2 pun keputusan akan dibuat nanti. Bukan sekarang.

Blank

I just wanna say yes, but I can't. but I also can't say no. So, what should I do?
Gilalah. Dah lah nak dekat exam boleh pulak pikir pasal lain.

Focus 'Alia. Remember what are your priorities. Study and family. Lain2 would be next in the list, ok?

Deadline. Benci. Nak drag tak boleh coz it involve others. Argh..have to construct ayat yg best. Yang sedap telinga mendengarnya.

Nak run away from it, lagi la. Nothing can be solved if u run away. Face it with courage.

N to you, why this has to be our fate?

Kita belasah je nak tak? Lepas tu baru pikir. This is what we call adventure. Try and error. Tneet....maksudnya kena putuskan. If terus berdenyut, ada nadi means we continue.

Hahaha. Kepala dah weng.

To be continued....Study!!